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2010-11-02T07:45:00.001-07:00

hi =)

2009-07-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

my sneakers have come full circle. after 5 years

hahahaha this is gonna be random

history of all the sneakers i've worn

sec 2 ( my 1st sneaker ) : adidas superstar
sec 3 : converse one-star?
sec 4 : converse all-star high cut
jc 1 first half : puma clyde
jc 1 last month : nike airforce 1 high cut
jc 2: adidas superstar

i have 1 pair of sneakers of a different brand each ( is that grammatically correct? ) lol so if you wanna know which brand of sneakers is the best u can ask me =D

each pair of those shoes represent a part of my life. and exists as a part of my memory. of the things and event that happened while i was wearing them. that's why i can't bear to throw them away even after they've worn out. i still have my 1st adidas superstar somewhere in my shot closet. hahaha

wooot! so the return of the adidas superstar marks the end of the circle! but a cirlce cannot have an end because there isn't a start. and according to circular motion.. ok i've deviated.

i love my sneakers =D

2009-06-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

today was the release of the new mad exco. as well as the 'passing down' of job scope n shits.
mm so i guess this officially marks the end of my term as the hip hop head. i've told lots of stuff to the new heads. dunno how much they can take in and remember. because alot of things they still do not understand as they've not experinced it. hope they remember at least some and the rest is up to themselves.

im relieved of all my duties already. so now im 100% a student. mugging for As. i dunno why but suddenly this feeling of emptiness struck me. its different from the one after dancenight. my term has ended. i did what i could. i did what i thought was right. hope i made a difference. i did not really finish what i set out to do. but that's always the case isnt it. we all have goals ideas and dreams. and that's what drives us to continue moving forward. but whether we'll reach the goal that we envisioned. is not entirely up to us. i did my best. i tried my best to do my best. i hope it was enough. actually i've not really asked the rest how they felt when i got selected as hhh last year. maybe because i was scared of hearing their answers. maybe coz i thought it was better if i didnt know. i didnt know whether they accepted me as the one to lead them. i didnt think i was good enough. im not the best dancer amongst them and i dun think im charismatic enough for all to respect me. but i led them anyway ( or tired to do so ) because i thought i was the only one who can make the difference. you can say its my ego or whatever i dun really care. but if there were someone whom i thought could do it better than me. then i've definately not ran and just sit back and not cared. i wouldnt say the experience is what i totally enjoy or what i looked forward to. but looking back i can say that i definately do not regret my decision.

success or failure? its not up to me to decide. nor does it matter anymore. its just a small and tiny part of my life. 20 or 30 years down the road i may not even remember i walked this path before. but this is the path that i've chosen for myself. that i made sacrifices to keep myself on this path.

i've got no idea why the hell im writing this. maybe coz im really bored after cutting my hair and coming home so early and do not want to start mugging again. doesnt matter.

still remember exactly 1 year ago when i was anxiously waiting for ck's sms regarding the exco results. and feeling so confused when i first received it coz i couldnt understand what he meant. and finally jumping up and down when i deciphered it and rushed to my dad to tell him the result. now everything just seems so distant and insignificant.

2009-06-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

i am blogging again because phap was really too enjoyable!!!! =D

hahahaha omg its the best fun i've had since... DANCENIGHT'09 BACK AGAIN!!
all the memories from dancenight really came 'back again' when i stepped into jiahong's house. err actually outside his house when i saw the dancenight banner! MY BABY!! hahaha omg that was super surprising la seeing the big brown thingy hanging down. lol even more surprising than all the pbap signs on the road leading to jiahong's house.... those were really WTH -.-

seeing all the dancers again. looking at the photos pasted on the glass walls. and the annoucement paper ( plus metal ) aeroplane on the horn of some porcelein animal. hahaha ok i shall summerize all the highlights of ytd in point form below if not i will never be able to finish writing this post before tml

-seeing the phap sign on the street and LOL
-seeing the dancenight banner and WTH then LOL
-stepping into the house and WOW at the lights n music and atmosphere
-watching retards playing the dancing rabbit game! hahahaha
-eating pizza then started laughing randomly with all the modern guys for no apparent reason!
-for like 15min. felt like dying after that
-saw andre's jimp face photo on the glass wall and laughed for another 15min. died.
-countinue to laugh
-and laugh
-played the dancing rabbit game myself. being laughed at during the slap butt part
-found out i kena owned by the battery after i lost the game 0 to 400 plus to jiahong's bro
-laugh until crazy. AGAIN
-kena owned by jiahong mom's polka dotted skirt joke. ( ok this one must really elaborate!! we were laughing halfway while play wii when jiahong's mom came into the room. she asked sarah whether she wore the black n white polka dotted skirt for dancenight. sarah was like ' uh huh'. then she pointed to the lamp behind sarah and said " why did you leave it here for!" ......... everyone stoned for at least 15secs.......... stone sommre...... after the joke hit me i almost died laughing. AGAIN! HAHAHAHAHA OMG THAT WAS LIKE THE JOKE OF THE NIGHT MAN!! TOTALLY EPIC!!!!)
- yea so we laughed again.
- couldnt remember much coz my brain is almost fried after all the laughing.
-OH then sth about ck calling all the j2 hiphoppers out
- and all the rest got regina and i our very own WE DID IT! shirt!!! omg with our faces on the back!! HAHAHAHA! i was seriously super super surprised plus gan dong. but i didn't cry la haha coz the mood was totally out of it and i dun cry so easily =P but i really want to thank all the hiphopers for it =DD although i think whenever i wear it out ppl consperm laugh at me one. due to my retarded photo on the back! hahaha and if regina and i wear it out together... err no comments.. LOL
-after that was DANCENIGHT' 09 videos!!! relive all the moments again!! woohoo super high during all the shows. haha
-2nd disk was corrupted so we ended up watching our pre-jc/mad performances!! OMG I WISHED I CAN JUST DIG A HOLE AND HIDE INSIDE DURING THE 4K PERF LA! hahahahahahahahaha wts this one is seriously can die one man! now all my reputation gone already. lol its really hard to imagine what retarded stuff we did in the past..
- ok this point i forgot is after or before the dn vids. kena saboed by the rest to play guitar hero. failed miserably coz its my 1st time touching this game. got owned by caroline coz she is SICK on the guitar!! omg o.O this shows you shouldnt judge a person by her size man! hahahaha
- i dunno where should this point come in also but heck. they somhow got the mic for the guitar hero and we started singing ( shouting no screaming) WHAT I'VE DONE! 1 song. just 1 song. and it screwed my voice for the entire 2 days. LOL now you know how hard i shouted. how jiahan shouted. how everyone shouted. i dunno how it sounds like. but i think it like a whole bunch of crazy drunk idiots shouting their lungs out for no reason. lol
- watched 4 movies in total
- 1st one: skeleton key. i wanted to wack myself for choosing this coz the story development is SUPER SLOW... and we almost fell asleep only till the end where pace caught up and the twist at the end was unexpected thus quite nice.
-creep. just wack anthony for choosing please. no point. no story. no nothing. wasted our time
-house of wax: haha this one not bad coz some parts were quite funny. and other parts quite sick. with head kena cut of and shit
-terminator 2! i would have stayed awake throughout this if the 3 shows before this werent so bad. watched till the most exciting part n fell asleep. lol but it really rekindled our childhood memories n love for arnold =D
- fell asleep for 30min maybe? then woke up and watched " i guess i guess i guess guess guess"
hahaha starded laughing again at wu zhong xian's retarded jokes
-went vivo to watch monsters vs aliens
-sat on the 1st row. though chair was comfy
-laughed my abs out again
-the show is purely 100% retarded! lol esp the diguising themselves part " i've got no brain but i've got an idea!" HAHAHA and the " 5 4 3 2 1 0... countdown is finished.. maybe my countdown is * BOOM*" hahahahahahahahahahahahahah i just couldnt take it anymore there
-went home.
-fell asleep at 6pm sunday
-woke up 8am monday. WOOT!!

that's it man! if you manage to read until here i congratulate you coz i think you'll need an eyedrop already. lol i just want to say. really thank all the people from mad. for making pbap such a fun and laughing experince. for making dancenight a special and unique event that i'll never forget. for making these 1.5 year in the cca so enjoyable and wonderful. for making a difference in my life =)

joining mad is a choice that i'll never regret. that i'll cherish. and remember for life

thank.you.

2009-05-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

just let me indulge in one more night of dance. please

i'll start tomorrow. i promise =/

how come i'm still not feeling anything now

2009-05-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

today is the first meal i had at home since like eons ago.. lol finally remembered how my dad's cooking tastes like =)

being thinking about alot of things recently. most bout dance. haha i will not feel guilty about it coz thats the only goal in my mind right now ( before mugging for A) . i want to attend shohei's class! i want to improve. i want dance.

it'll be the freaking best performance you've seen in ur life!

1 anan lesson per week after this? pleasssee?????

2009-04-24T09:52:00.001-07:00

WOOHOO!! its way past midnight but im so freaking excited right now! hahaha over dance! i can just feel the urge to dance coming over me and taking over every cell in my body. lol but apparantly my body is too tired to do so..

shall not elaborate too much. tired.lazy. summary: watched a few dope/ ULTRA inspirational videos. interesting/exciting talk about dance/hiphop on msn. haha all these just fuels me with more passion and desire to improve myself and get the FEEL! LOL

omg i so dun feel like sleeping right now but i must sleep NAO! coz tml will be a super long day in school.. haha there's so much stuff inside me that just feel like bursting out. but guess my gp's too noob to express them in words. so i'll just leave them where they are for now. hahaha

actually i think this post doesnt make much sense again! but its ok as long as i know what im talking about =D

Respect all styles yo!

2009-04-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

dunno why but happened to stumble upon our long dead class blog and found that the video for our ocip cambodia was at the side. dunno why i went to click it even though i've watched it before. now im feeling all emo-y. haha no la not really emo but you get what i mean right.

i guess i really miss those 14 days in cambodia. where the only thing we need to care is how to scrap the wall faster and what more games can we play with the cute little kids there. compared to the life im having now. ( i miss our faccom when we enjoyed each other's compnay and could talk about anything under the sky ) i am the kinda person that hates to look at past photos. because it'll just remind me of all the wonderful time that i had. and the feeling really sucks.

slc in sec3. mongolia and bsp camp in sec4. you know how ppl love to make montages these few days. to show it on the last day as a form of closure. i want to revisit those times by watch those videos again. to remember. all the friends we've made through the event and all the retarded things that happened. because after all those things. when we stop spending time with one another. the relationship you had with those people start to fade. and you wonder. did it all really happen before?

i dun think im making much sense here haha but its just what im feeling now. im lazy to go colour the words this time haha.

at the end of the day. i hope it mattered

2009-04-18T00:11:00.000-07:00

i'm sad. because i landed myself in where i am now
i'm sad. because i screwed it up
i'm sad. because i created unhappiness for those around me

but

i'm happy. because the fight is finally over
i'm happy. because im doing what my heart wants me to do
i'm happy. because my friends are here alongside me
i'm happy. because i know.

what i need to do now

2009-04-07T03:20:00.000-07:00

i am just very disappointed today. but not with myself ( for a change).

what is the role of a teacher?

what are the qualities required to be a teacher?

i feel sad for the school. and us, the students.

i thought. teachers are supposed to care. i thought wrong

how can someone like that. go up so high. i wonder

2009-04-02T09:19:00.000-07:00

NO!! i should be doing complex no. tutorial 15B right now not here!!! lol but i cant help it.. coz i hafnt felt this good/shuang/satisfied in SUCH a long loonnng time =D

1st was the council campaign! hahaha though artemis had the least number of ppl running but i really enjoyed some of their videos!! special mention to THIS ONE and weeteck!! HAHA their videos made my day man! =D pubicizing artemis fac dance throughout singapore! and the bishan gAy plus dancing outside *certain* institution was the SHEET!! lol dope to the MAX yo!!

following that was AN AN AN AN AN AN AN AN AN AN!!! hahahaha omg i simply adore her right now man!! i just want to learn as much as possible from her until we step down and chiong for A levels.. suck everything out from her! ( ahem sounds wrong but hope you get my meaning -.- )

lastly had half a dinner with the hip hop juniors. lol who kindly zhamed an ice cream into my face and poured ice down my shirt =D what more can you expect from such wonderful and kind juniors right! LOL but seriously man. i scammed them quite hard ytd HAHA!

and the thought provoking plus fruitful discussing regarding hip hop with RE xiao jie shiki sam and ah hua =D haha we should do that more often!

yea and now the guai me shall get back to my tutorial and face my sad life. lol

p.s. AN AN finally gave me her cd!!!! aka collection of hip hop songs which comprise 19 true blue hip hop songs which i will listen to before i sleep tonite and on my way to school tml on the bus =D

2009-03-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

sigh why do this have to happen to me... WHY!

2009-03-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

3 DOWN 2 MORE TO GO!!!

i have slightly more confidence than last year's promos that i'll pass csc n phy this time la. coz its the 1st time for physics paper i do until i see the words " end of paper" HAHAHA. finishing it is one thing. whether the answers are correct is a different thing altogether -.- lol so just pray for now. and pia for the last two!!!

life isnt fair. i know everyone says this when they're emo or things dun go their way but i really really wanna stress this: LIFE IS NOT FAIR!!!!!!

i want dancenite back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hafnt had time to blog since pop sia.. alot of things happend since then. errr most impt is danceworks i guess? haha though this is like super super super lag but job well done =D i think we've all learnt something from this experience and i've seen alot of people improve through it. =D very happy!

mmm and to all j1 hiphop juniors( if anyone of them actually reads this -.-) ! hope you guys are more practive in revising the stuff taught by an an and if any qn just ask us k! remember : 'the most simple things are always the most difficult also" quote from anan =D anyway i miss her alot sia.. this week no hiphop prac =(

ok i shall take a rest for today. and continue full force mugging tml!! woot! jiayou everyone and jiayou myself!!!!!

2009-02-26T06:59:00.001-08:00

tml is judgement day!!! hahaha all the best to karl anzai and chongt! ( and their respective gal partners =D ) its the day that we've all been working so hard for the past few months for. woot! it'll be a hell of a nite! hehehe

but tml is chem spa cum csc test also -.- what a way to spoil a perfectly fine day -.- -.- -.- ( uber sian faces to the power of N)

anyway i think i'll sleep soon and try to mug tml. fainting alrdy. haha. but i really wanna thank all the ppl that has been coming down for our fac dance sessions for these past two weeks and trying their best even though it may be difficult sometimes =) and of course my fellow dic/ partner eileen! for spending so much effort on everything =) JIAYOU FOR TML!!!

its not my big day or eileen's big day. its YOUR ( point to all the random j1 artemis ppl ) big day tml! hahaha coz this is your fac dance =)

2009-02-11T07:58:00.000-08:00

note to self: just hold on for this period please!! dun let go and dun die so fast! at least scrape a pass for all the sub for BT1.... if not i'll live the rest of my j2 life in regret

on a more positive note, today was the 1st fac dance teaching session! =D although i dun really know how the juniors feel about the dance la.. hope they like it and will support us during all the dance sessions =)

seriously man. why can't i mug like p6 that time.

an an really inspires me to dance and practise hard. but i need to mug now! its a battle between the mind and the heart..

2009-02-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

i thought i'll be alright. but im not

i thought i could take it all in my stride. but i was wrong.

i thought i could distract myself with all the tutorials. fac dance. danceworks and dancenite. but now that i am alone. i realise i miss you

2009-01-24T07:44:00.001-08:00

24 is such a special number. haha exactly one month's time and now it takes on a totally different meaning. what will happen from now on? i hate to think.

i can still remember the beginning...

2009-01-21T04:33:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG!! HIP HOP TODAY WAS A BLAST!! hahaha its the first time i am SO tired after dance prac but its also the first time i enjoyed the prac so much! =D AN AN rocks my socks!!!although im not wearing any socks now. LOL =p im so sad that there's no prac next wed! *sniff* why must the school make it a holiday man!! EGG! woot looking forward to our next next week's lesson. must treasure it man. coz we only got SUPER short time left to train up before dancenite prac kicks in... SIGH can we not have dance nite?? hehehe hh will kill me for this

anyway today was the happiest day i've had since the start of the year! hahaha thanks for all the people that made my day. you. faccom.mad.hiphop. and the whole artemis fac who sang the bday song for me! and all the random ppl that bothered to sms me also =)) hahaha oh not forgetting mr teo! who wished me happy birthday and zhamed me during his lesson for not finishing his tutorial T.T anyway his jokes during the SC meet fac improved alot leh!! it was even quite funny sometimes! haha i think he spent a lot of time preparing the jokes ytd or sth. i feel so proud of you mr teo! ( if he sees this im dead again) HAHA!

oh yea today we showcased our new ARTEMIS FACULTY DANCE '09!! woohoo!! all those who want the song can get it from me =) and anyone who wants to learn the dance please drop by the pe studio on tue or thur afternoon after school coz thats mostly when we will prac the fac dance =) everyone is welcome!!! and ytd i FINALLY collected all 4 fac's songs! good job to all the DICS and good luck for teaching the juniors! hahaha

i feel so tired now. i just want to sleep. but i cant waste the last few hours of this special day sleeping away!! endure!! ( quote from an an lol damn ncc)

2009-01-13T07:47:00.000-08:00

erm im deleting all the 3000 plus smses in my inbox coz my phone is getting REALLY SUPER LAGGY!! now the average time it need to open a newly received sms is around 20s... WT its a waste of time la! so i finally decided to do it today. HAHAH anyway i think the actual amount is around 4000 - 5000 coz i have alot of double msgs.. anyway i think the phone's been deleting for almost 5min le.. and its not even halfway there -.-' hope it dun hang like siquan's one man. HAHA

2 days of school so far. being slapping and pinching myself in almost all the lectures to keep myself from sleeping. lol today's GP was quite GG oso. although the ppl around me oso dying. hahaha. i shall not talk too much about my class. coz all the gals now are going full force already. zz like hiding into turtle shell like that. only left DD ( zhirui aka vicechairturtle of turtleclub) lol thats why RESPECT!! * HITS CHEST TWICE* then *points at zhirui*

today's faccom meeting was quite fun =D got alot of funny things happen. HAHA like how marie dun even know how to scroll down with the laptop and me 'niao-ing' mr teo wanna spike hair. lol but what surprised us was that he printed out ALOT of photos for us!! photos from cambodia! haha alot of them looked super retarded.. you will know what i mean once u go facebook see. but i think it really takes a lot of effort and time to do all the things he did. compile our 15 days worth of journals and reading them one by one. printing out i think around 200 plus photos on his own. and the rest from shop. mr teo if you can see this! ( i dun think you will. and i will die horribly anyway if you see the other posts haha) we really appreciate what you've done!! and thanks for the crystal jade treat! =D my first time eating!!! LOL

for faccom: although i think we are not as close as i want us to be yet. i really think life in jc would be completely diff ( in a bad way) without you ppl.

ok time to study for phy!!!!!!!!!! OMG samuel tan say he gonna call parents for those who fail!!

ps. just an update. i finished typing such a freaking long post and my phone is still deleting the smses =.=

pps. i hope an an will be GOOD! *PRAY*

2009-01-11T08:51:00.000-08:00

watched 'the terminal' for the second time just now. this time dunno why found it to be much nicer than when i 1st watched it. i like this kinda movies. simple yet beautiful. and i think tom hanks is a damn zhai actor. hahaha not many actors can pull off with such a character

anyways. SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today, in around 5 more hours' time i will be waking up and getting ready to go school! omg -.- damn freaking fast. and i spent the last day of our hols with blackie aka dusk in the lib trying to chiong hw.... imba sad life man. oh but we still managed to celebrate abit during lunch with some ice kachang.

a few more weeks and we'll be back in that library everyday, like how it was before last yr promos. SIGHHHHHH

oh a more positive note. i dun have to see TAN BENG BENG TML!! WOOT! heng only got maths lec.... and err got both phys lab n lec!!! and lucky i managed to finish my chem! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!! wont get zhamed by TEO LIAO! HAPPY =D

ok time to sleep bye.

countdown: 4 more days to hiphop jacket!! cant wait!

2009-01-10T05:39:00.000-08:00

after what my mom told me just now. i am feeling quite ashamed of myself. just had a fight with my dad in the afternoon again. its always over the same old thing. me and my screwed up studies. its ok i apologised to him already. but i hate myself for speaking up against him. making him angry. can't i just be a good and guai son and student. make my parents n teachers happy. why did i turn out the way i are ( pun intended again )

#edit : regina's random retarded phonecall just now made me lol and cheered me up abit. haha

2009-01-07T00:05:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO!!! I FINALLY FINISHED MY FAC DANCE TODAY!! OMG IM SOO HAPPY!!!! hahahahahahaha!!! no more choreoing!!! erm unless my faccom dun like and wants to change la.. but there's still danceworks and dancenite coming my way. which means MORE CHOREO-ING!! zzzz.. its hard work dude.

oh anyway i think we finished so fast also because i slept for 15 hours the night before!! HAHA from 8 pm to 11am. i *boom* on my bed the moment i finished dinner. never even bathe. EEEE SO DIRTY! haha BUT DAO coz it gave my enough rest to fuel my creative juices! at least for that few hours! hahaha im super tired again now -.- hafnt being able to get enough sleep for super long already. been going out to sleep on alternate days since new year eve....

partly is because of HIPHOP CHALET!! haha its a blast! although the rest pangseh-ed and abandoned me!!! *sniff sniff* =( but the part before that was fun la. with all the retarded card games and lagging by some ( i shall not say its vaneh and eileen) then the lame cam-whorings which the gals forced us to do. LOL then maybe a fight or two with my nemisis AKA arch-enemy LLP! hahaha just jk! dun kill me k =P

you know what?! my printer just got BUSTED again!! when i on it just now to print registration form for danceworks. it suddenly go *BOOM* and scare me -.- then i know GG alrdy. ZZZ FEI printer!

ok i think i shall go sleep now. but feel like watching 1 epi of hitman REBORN leh. HAHA coz got elder PAOPAO inside! damn cute!! those who wanna see can just go google 'elder paopao' and u will get what i mean =)

on a random note i still need to finish jonneo's assignment -.- sigh CIAO

2009-01-04T01:17:00.000-08:00

a new year. a new beginning? i dun believe this crap. whatever you've done and not done will always come back to haunt you

another year has passed without me realising it. so much things has happened. so many events. so many new people i've met. but it just seems so.. blur

i see it that our lives are moving faster and faster at and exponential rate ( yes i noe what this is although i fail my maths). till now i can still remember quite vividly what has happened in my primary school years and maybe lower secondary. but when moving on to upper sec and now jc. everything just starts to move at the speed of light.

is the train going to stop at the end of this year? or will it keep on moving until it flies outta the track and crashes..

i've been through quite alot of things this year. yet none of them seem really a part of me. they just somehow seem to pass by me and never leave a mark.

i've always thought self-reflection was important. but nothing is done after that. then what is the point. i need to change the way i are ( intended pun). something good came out of the year. but i don't know if i really deserve it.

sorry this post seems so random and incoherent. im not being emo or anything. just typing out the things in my mind right now.

i think i am a anti- social person

2008-12-30T08:34:00.000-08:00

sigh im feeling quite disappointed. about dance and stuff. i don't think everyone has the correct attitude at this point of time yet.

and i somehow think i kinda wasted this one year away without improving much. i can say im still roughly at the same standard as when i started out this year. i just feel frustrated at myself. at my currect standard i dun think im fit enough to be in my position.

the next thing is regarding the j2 hiphop item. im really very disappointed that nobody wanted to take up opportunity and help with the item and choreo-ing. instead everyone just went to fusion. i really want to ask. is your division hiphop or fusion? its your own item but nobody ( maybe except 1 or 2) even cares for it la. or maybe its really my problem. like what regina.yc said. that nobody wants to help out. if thats the case i rather i stay out of it and more people come in. in the end its your own item not mine.

2008-11-14T22:51:00.000-08:00

HALOO! IM FLYING TML!! TO UK!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! its my first trip outside of asia! haha but actually im not really that excited -.- coz there's so much work left to do here!!! i feel so insecure just leaving everything behind like that =/

oh ytd attended my first O school open class haha it was quite fun. but it was lyrical i really want to go for the hiphop one =D

hmm i dun feel like saying too much now. but have fun to those flying to US or scotland or anywhere else in the world =) to those stuck in singapore. MUG HARD! hahaha

ok i guess thats all for now. erm if i have time in london maybe i'll blog about the stuff happening there =D

PS. ARTEMIS FAC OUTING WAS SUPER SUCCESFUL I THINK!! good job guys and hope everyone had fun. esp mug lim since he won the freaking singapore flyers voucher!! #$%^*(^&*%$^%&*(

2008-11-04T03:19:00.000-08:00

FREAK I JUST WATCHED FINISH THE DARK KNIGHT AND ITS FREAKING NICEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA i know im like super super super super super lag. but i finally did it! i watched finished the dark knight!! ( no not jiahan) yes! mingyang cannot niao me anymore!! and i seriously know why it is so nice and why everyone is all crazy over the joker after the movie. lol but actually i think the 'two-face' is a more interesting character. erm he is not suppose to die in the original comic i think? anyway i think the coin flipping is coool =D erm i felt the movie was like super long.. but its not the king kong kinda long. this one is like omg how come its so long yet so nice kinda long. hahaha

enough about that. its 3am now. and pw is over!!!! oh yea oh yea.. next up is artemis fac outing 2!! i promised my parents i will start studying after this friday's outing. means i have exactly four more days to enjoy myself =D after that is serious mugging ( ok maybe not as serious as promo period but at least half of that)

hmmm i gotta work on my dance also... but now its time to sleep/nap

2008-10-28T01:07:00.000-07:00

PHEW... i almost ALMOST send my thumbdrive to wash in the washing machine AGAIN?! lucky i needed to use it just now and salvaged it from my pants before its being soaked in washing powder and water tml -.-

omg my memory is seriously getting super lousy this year. washed my handphone earpiece three times!!!! heng its still working right now.. just hope i dun get electrocuted white listening to music one day.. and my thumbdrive got washed once alrdy. i think one more time confirm GG. haha then i will kena wack by my dad =(

ok after that little scare. i shall go to sleep now =D

OH BTW. huihua and CHAR are HUMJIKIAS!! they dun dare to play the hotel game!!! and RE xiaojie is half a humjikia coz she play until halfway then she dun dare continue!! hahaha NOOB. unlike me and ah han who completed the game at the risk of our lives o.o

2008-10-26T21:46:00.000-07:00

SCREAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!

hahahaha ytd's scream was SUPER FUN! and SCARY!!! but i think MAD's reputation is gone case already coz everyone found out that MAD guys dun have balls. LOL

the first movie was ok. most scary part is the calligraphy and the lift part. coz i have to take lift to go home!! and i live on the 19th floor!!! omg abit not scary. after that was shutter. and i think this movie is the main culprint behind it all. ITS FREAKING SCARY! woot we all hugged together for " an quan gan" but still screamed like humjikias. hahahaha

maze @ rua was the BOMB! omg omg i didnt know i am so humji also! errr the details i shall not say too much here la. but i think the most scary part is SHERRY! we dun even dare to take the first step down the stairs coz of her! we know she will do sth to scare us. we anticipated it. but we still got owned by her. lol if you wanna know you can just go ask all the councillers who were inside the rua. hahahaha i think we are the most humji bunch of people they saw. victor told me ytd night "whats with all the bboys. and u hiphop man" lol although elson EE was still a loser inside. hahahaha but really gotta give credits to the councillers for such a great event man.
oh we continued to watch shutter after the maze. and continued to piss our pants. hahahahaha blackie, spastic and me were sitting right in front of the screen. lets just say... its not a pretty sight when the ghost come out and we hum together on the floor. lol why nobody took any photos. it'll be damn funny =D

oh we were also saying ytd that if the councillers took videos of us inside the maze. all of us no need go school on tuesday already coz we would be the laughing stock of the entire school LOL.
but victor told me its because of HJK like us that made it so fun for them also hahahahah wheee

anyway the retarded jiahan just gave me a horror online game to play and i got scared outta my pants again -.- my heart still hafnt recover fully from ytd night and now its at the brink of my throat again. hahahaha http://www.hotel626.com/ i dare ALL of you to go try! somemore alot of the parts inside is like scenes from shutter ytd which made it worse.hahaha and remember to on your webcam k!

ok now i must let my heart rest. after two days of this kinda thing my hp decreased by around 80% already. hahaha any small thing also can scare me now. so i need to go watch tom and jerry =D or bob the builder or sth. hahaha bye scaredy cats!

2008-10-19T14:03:00.000-07:00

YO PEEPS!!
woot im finally updating again! after the war. LOL ( i was slaughtered)

hahaha had our first hip hop outing on friday!! hip hop jam at esplanade =D *ahem* although its kinda lame coz our members from the hiphop div are all so proficient in their skills and techniques but still i thought it was quite enjoyable because its being a long time since i did such a laxing choreo. Shah's choreos are all so brain-power-demanding. haha i still have no idea how the gals manage to remember all the choreos since the start of the year -.- IMBA. anyway the jam is nice cilling out! ( but i seriously felt super MALUwhen we started playing the 'krum-game in the CENTRE of the whole jam lol) after that we drowned ourselves with big gulp from 7 11 and missed the popping perf -.-

oh ytd our faccom went to recce for artemis fac outing 2!! and mr teo, being the mr nice center parting ( if he sees this im dead ) he always is, treated us to breakfast at intercontinental hotel!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!! ITS FREAKING NICE!! like the nicest breakfast i've ever had in this year. hahahaha woohooo im so glad i went for the recceing

just so you know. im crazy over initial d all over again. fc3s rx-7 is my dream car right now. how i wish im like tzean and have driving liscense already!! drifing is the first thing ima gonna learn man.

eh wait i wanted to talk about something just now. but i cant remember what -.- erm erm erm OH. I CAN GET PROMOTED!!! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOO!!! 3 cheers for paopao. * clap clap clap clap clap* 3 cheers for paopao. * clap clap clap clap clap* 3 cheers for paopao. * clap clap clap clap clap. clap clap clap clap* PAOPAO! oh yeaaaa im not retaining!! but err im like booked for consultation everyday from the start of next year already i think =/ oh well still better than looking for a new jc or having lx or xy as my OGL next year. hahahahaha ok thats all for now. ima gonna watch some dance vids right now.

ps. thanks to RE xiao jie for significantly increasing my song library by around 30% by spamming me with all her K pop and other random songs. hahaha

2008-09-23T07:01:00.001-07:00

the war starts tomorrow

i'll win it. for you

2008-08-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

we did it!! artemis ad hoc event : SUCCESS!!! WOOHOO!! good job guys! =D

next on the list: tapestry =)

2008-08-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

sigh.. am i the right guy for the job??

2008-08-10T19:38:00.000-07:00

only one word to describe our faccom. SIAO.CRAZY.INSANE.MAD.BONKERS.NUTS.RETARDED! HAHAHA! ok maybe thats more than 1 word. but you get my point. AHEM i dun really want to write the details of our ' informal meeting' at pasir ris here coz i think we should protect our reputation of being faccom members who are rational responsible smart intelligent calm and normal people. LOL but those who are curious and REALLY wanna know. you can approach me or any other artemis faccom members =D we are friendly and gentle people. hahahahahaha

im hungry =(

p.s. im surprised that im not falling sick now. lol

2008-08-09T10:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!! haha i hafnt blogged for QUITE some time already. anyway HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!!! WOOOHOOO!! i slept until quite shuang today coz i fell asleep while watching the opening ceremony of the olympics.. not that its sian.. but coz i was really too tired. all the accumilated tiredness from previous weeks.. hafnt being sleeping earlier than 230 for very long le.. =D

i fell asleep after around 20 plus countries entered the stadium hahaha and there are like 200 more to go -.- so i missed quite alot i guess.. but this morning when i woke up and on the tv. its the telecast again and i managed to catch the lighting of the torch just in time!! lucky! ITS AMAZING MAN!! while i was watching li lin flying around the stadium and lighting the torch all my goosebumps came out, in a good way hahahaha

anyway ytd's celebration was nice =) i was really impressed with ares' s cheerleading. coz it is the only one that really looked like a cheerleading. hahaha but well done artemis too =) after that singing all the songs was really nice too. hafnt being singing them properly for quite long le. since like secondary school. it was fun jumping around pushing people and running around the hall =D
ytd was one of the most enjoyable days i had in a long time =)

actually i had alot of things i wanted to blog about. but was just either too tired or too lazy or too busy mugging to come here. hehe i shall continue mugging after i finish this entry!! yay!! oh one thing i am very happy about is that the choreo for tapestry is finally done!! WOOT!! i can finally sleep in peace. lol whats left now is just to practise practise and practise somemore. JIAYOU PEEPS!!

BUT I HAVE ONE REGRET... i hafnt watch dark knight yet!!! ARGHH!! im such a loser.......... =(
all the guys who pangseh me better watch out on monday! oh monday is holiday so watch out on tuesday instead!! i give you all one more day to live.. LOL

later still have faccom meeting at pasir ris ( omg?!?) so i will try to do some AP GP before i go

2008-07-29T21:51:00.000-07:00

JIAYOU me!!!!!!!

2008-07-20T21:52:00.000-07:00

i am a NOOB in dota! hahaha.. today after leaving caroline's house we suddenly have the urge to go lan. but me and jonneo are just feeders in dota! i dunno what is going on in like 90% of the time.. hahaha just know must ZHAO when oppo team ppl. lol coz i will kena OWN!! but cs was damn funny!! hahahaha i think we shout until the whole place can hear.. we should do this regularly man.. damn fun! lol

lazy to say much about the farewell party. but overall i think its quite successful =D good luck to the seniors for As and good luck to us ( especially ME ) for promos! oh one thing i must say. caroline's house is the mostest freakingest biggestestestest house i have ever been to in my life!!! OMG!! and the blue speaker thingy that glows is FREAKING COOL!! hahahaha. dun want to say anymore liao. if not i will sound damn suaku -.- ( although i think i am) hahaha sorry la.. i too guai already. everyday stay at home mug only ma.. LOL

ok im gonna go do maths tutorial liao. =D

2008-07-18T23:57:00.000-07:00

i think im like a camel. because when i can survive for very long without drinking water. sometimes i can go without drinking any water for a few days. but when i drink. i will at least drink 2 or 3 bottles at one goal. like at faccom jts just now. i drank at least 7 cups of ice water in the duration of the dinner. hahahaha

2008-07-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

i wish i could just have a day to lie on my bed and listen to nice music all day

2008-07-16T21:56:00.000-07:00

yvonne just told me I AM ON THE CHI NEWSPAPER TODAY!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! everybody please go read your chi newspaper if you have at home. and borrow from your friends tml.. LOL! yay my second time appearing on newspaper.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! this time was for Artemis breakfast brawl!! ( although i have absolutely no idea whatsoever why its on newspaper). nevertheless its damn cool!! lol artemiss!! wooooooooooooo

OH this has not happened for quite long alrdy. BUT ANOTHER INSECT HAS JUST FLOWN INTO MY ROOM!! i dun think its a bee this time.. coz i got a close look at it before it flew up my cupboard. sian now its hiding up there so i cant kill it also... zzz later scully i sleep that time then it come flying onto me i will XIA DAO can... sommore now i on aircon alrdy. so means it has no window or door whatsoever to get outta my room -.- but lucky this time not flying commando cockroach.

erm i seriously feel like mugging now. haha suddenly im kinda damn motivated. BUT i must pia finish my choreo for tapestry for tml's practise.. so sorry tutorials =( i'll have to do you all another time... =((( ( mugger lim is bugging me for pw again. sigh )

ok! i shall not talk anymore crap already. CHOREO!!

p.s. we got scammed by ms chen and kena own by taiwan peeps -.- if you wan to noe the details. can ask me personally. too ashamed to post it up here. LOL

-.- liping just told me im on zao bao again.. HAHAHA random. ok bye

2008-07-14T21:32:00.000-07:00

didnt go school today =( almost fainted when i woke up this morning. hahaha i think if i sleep at 4 am summore. i wont last very long alrdy.. lol choy choy choy. anyway rotted at home the whole day. couldnt even slack properly coz i was busy settling the towels and doing csc -.- SIGH

oh when i was trying to do handstand in my room just now. my feet kicked my chair while i was going up. so its DAMN PAIN NOW!!!! maybe tml cant go sch again. LOL

money money money. everything in this world is about money. SIGH

2008-07-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

i missed this year's ord.. its the first time i didnt go for ord in 5 years. but i managed to go down and talk to the juniors in the afternoon. and i got to touch and spin the rifle again =D although not as meng as last time la.. but i think my rotation can still hit around 50! haha. dance garage was nice. and how i wish our girls are all like that.. lol jiayou jiayou! i have faith in you all.. for the guys we must do even better! woot

i wish i could play war games now.....

2008-07-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

LOL omg i just found sth amazing while i was looking for my thermometer just now.. my digivice ( which i hafnt touched for more than 5 years already) is still working!!! SIAO!! seriously man... i never even change the battery before since i bought it in pri sch or sth.. but now when i pressed the button... guilmon STILL APPEARED on the screen!! hahaha i am so gan dong now can.. reminds me of how i used to shake that thing everyday after i come home..

ok random things aside i just ate some durian.. lol today shah taught us lyrical!! woohoo!! damn nice la.. but its damn tiring.. haha worth it: sexual seduction =D

erm i dun really dare tell my parents my blocks results.. later my dad really kill me.. actually its not really that im scared they will scold me.. but rather they will feel super disappointed and hurt.. SIGH =/ will it help if i promise to get full marks for my promos???

and techno songs are really damn nice.. haha OH WHICH REMINDS ME!! I CANT GO BACK THIS FRI FOR THEIR ORD!! OMG!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... why must everything clash man.. stupid dance garage!!!! i wanna go back and see my juniors take over =(
so long never hear the sound of their boots smell the smellyness of their uniforms.. lol and sat gems oso.. wth i paid money for both la.. so if i pon either one my heart will be damn pain!

i guess in life we really need to make certain sacrifices sometimes.. but whether it's worth it.. thats a different case althogether..

what's there to lose

2008-07-08T22:40:00.000-07:00

hahahaha omg i just did some ultra stupid thing can. i slipped and fall after i bathe finish and came outta the toilet -.- thats like sth only legal for people below the age of 10 la.. LOL and its qutie pain can...

anyway i think i will most probably get suspended from mad liao. lol result like that then now with the *&^($#^@# parent that complained... sigh actually i dun really blame the parent for complaining la.. ( although mine would never do that ) but at least be more reasonable ma.. if its only your child then dun insist that the WHOLE cca stop all activities la... now make ppl like me, sq and maybe some other ppl kena affected oso.. haha then mad half the exco gone liao o.O
oh anyway i think my parents are going to kill me first after they see my results. so maybe i wont get suspended after all! lol

erm this week is HELL!!! wth csc csc csc and csc!!! i shall attempt to finish all 3 assignments in one night! woot!! goodluck and jiayou!!!!

2008-07-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

i wish i could have some imba vocab to express what im feeling now.. lol

hmmm somehow the no. of people whom i can talk to is steadily decreasing... anyway i finally finished watch 'jin hun' just now.. if you understand chinese then you should go watch.. haha

oh Mr Teo gave me this super nice present during faccom meeting ytd.. haha a photo of 3 generations of artemis DICs! really damn cool..

damn sian now.. don't feel like sleeping.. just want to turn on the music and dance for the whole night.. lol =D

karlton was playing techno songs ytd at salt.. hahah really reminded me of the times when we used to go train pds everyday after sch.. even though its being so long karl n me can still coordinate our drills quite well.. haha shows that all the years of trainings have not yet gone down the drain.. lol and its gonna be ORD soon.. hope we can all go down and watch the new batch take over =/ 1 year already.. sigh.. i can never forget the 1st time ever i performed in our school field.. " i need a lover tonight" lol the set of drills is still fresh in my mind right now.. the anticipation and the excitment.. i dunno why i am thinking about this now.. but the feeling just somehow came back to me.. lol i shall go listen to the song now...

2008-07-04T23:22:00.000-07:00

haha being a long time since i flared up like today.. paiseh didnt mean to scold anybody.. just an old (bad) habbit.. and who ask me to be charizard leh.. lol but some things really get on my nervous you noe.. perf isnt really that near but not too far away also.. so i hope ppl can start getting more serious during practice.. even though its just fac dance.. and i noe some people have being dancing it since like forever.. but there always room for improvement isnt it.. there's time to cock around and time to ren zhen =)

saw a popper during inspire just now.. honestly speaking i didnt think he was THAT great.. i mean he's a good popper but i dun really he was so fantastic or anything.. i believe if we were given the proper training and practise we will be equally good if not better =D

anyway congrats to the bboys for making their first own performance a success! hiphop n modern div lets jiayou together!!

our goal: tapestry!

if you really want something. then put in effort and go get it yourself

ps. GP is seriously like my best/fav subject right now alrdy..

2008-07-03T23:56:00.000-07:00

got back 2 of my 3 U already. SIGH. although i kinda expected that already. but seeing the real thing is a totally different matter man. somewhere in my heart is till hoped that maybe there would be a miracle and i may scrap a S or sth. but you reap what you sow man. and sorry to those whom i may attitude-ed abit today. haha really wasnt in a good mood =/ paiseh.... but after i started dancing it all just seem to go away.. no matter how tired my body feels. once the music starts. i just feel obliged to move to the beats.. haha i think it's the first time i freestyled so much... and its good to see others just dancing and groving around to the music too =D and we had a small 'wave' and ' gliding' session in the pe studio.. lol jiayou everyone!!

i totally stone diao during today's pe while the gusy are playing basketball.. really didnt feel like moving and was damn tired n sleepy oso.. haha but i still managed to touch the ball a few times.. lol

there's no more time to feel sad or emo or sorry for myself. the only thing i can do now is chiong for promos. if i get full marks for maths promos. i can still get an A overall. lol we can always dream cant we.... JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!

tons of things need to do now.. if i list them out i think by tml morning maybe i can finish ba.. then can go sch straight away hor.. haha

hmmm i feel more and more outta place in my class now.. i thought , at the start of the year, that things may get better as time goes by.. but somehow.. it just gets worse n worse... those people.. just seem to be in a totally different world from me.. i thought classmates were suppose to be close. considering the amount of time they spend together. i thought classmates were suppose to be like what 4K used to be... but somehow it just doesnt seem that way anymore...

share sleep early tonight. 12 am =) gogogo

ps. thanks for those who come down to practise the fac dances. even though they may be sian and you may have danced them a hundred times. tapestry jiayou!!!

2008-06-29T16:52:00.000-07:00

lol i guess everybody's blog's first line is : YAY! BLOCKS IS FINALLY OVER! hahaha actually there nothing much to be happy about also. sigh i have a lot of regrets about it. since i didn't have enough time to prepare for it. well i thought i can study back in china. but.. obviously gone case.. after i came back. the reading room is like my second home. everyday stay there for almost 12 hours. lol mad's illegal gathering there. now that it's over. i only have less than 1 week to relax. before the results come back ( as the 115 or sth element.UUU. unununium) . . and i kena zham by my ct ( if she cares) , then zham by mr teo ( consperm) or kick out of faccom. finally zham by my parents. SIGH. ok after all the zhaming, i will lose all my freedom and study at home everday. actually i dun really mind la. coz i noe i deserve all the zhaming. and i dun mind studying from now until promos also. just that maybe my cca will be affected.

speaking of cca. tapestry training starts tml. i think gonna have training everyday liao. tapestry is in duno how many weeks time only. and we hafnt put anything together yet. so everyone. if you have any ideas or nice songs. please send me!! i need A LOT OF NEW SONGS!!!! ( this goes esp. to hh and sq) gonna start choreoing right after i blog finish.

blogging relates to Newton's first law also. lol if you stop blogging for quite some time. you will need a lot of energy to push urself to go to http://www.blogger.com/ and sign in to write crap again. you noe. inertia. hahaha but if you've always been blogging. you will keep on writing crap until sth like a BLOCK TEST comes in ur way and stop you. -.- hahahaha i oso dunno what i talking

anyway it's gonna get real busy and tiring from now on.

ohyea tong xiao mahjong at ck house again. lol at first i lost until i almost no money to go home liao. but in the last two rounds. i won back everything plus 3 bucks. lol everytime oso like that. play for dunno how long. in the end ppl only lose 1 or 2 bucks. abit lame. sat morning i went back n slept till afternoon to go sch again for my pw. DAMN SIAN CAN. must drag myself outta bed. we were going to interview some hiphop guy at arts house there for our pw. i think it was quite fruitful. that guy is quite friendly also. maybe we gonna invite him to perform at our sch someday =)

im just typing all the random sai i can think of right now. hahaha oh! one more thing. i was watching a chi drama in the morning. " jin hun" means golden marriage. damn nice la. even my dad watch until cry. hahaha usually its just me n my mom only.. sorry ah i watch this kinda drama quite emotional one. last time i cried so much was one litre of tears ( jap drama)

and err i just cut my hair like 30min ago. AGAIN! i just cut during the hols can. but the stupid FANG. when he was zhaming me for me csc assignments. say my hair too long and my shoe reminds him of the macdonald uncle =.= wth he has great imagination man. mon i have to report to him looking like a retarded nerd. i will bring gel and comb my hair like chow yun fat!!! lol

im quite worried about our hiphop div right now. so i shall go and come up with sth for tml's training. until next time. hahahaha ciao.

ps. i must thank hh for picking up my red man for dunno how many times on fri. lol if i lose him its like losing myself. =D

2008-06-16T01:23:00.000-07:00

yo im back!

haha i know a whole bunch of you are waiting for me to come back.. sigh.. when you are popular its like that one la.. LOL

eh i landed this morning and THANKS CK FOR COMING TO YIN JIE WO!!! lol just came back from last for one perf.. and its HOLY!!! there's really nth i can say man. you gotta go watch it for yourself to understand. 1 thing. im inspired by the popping monk. HAHAHA hopefully i can go for some popping courses after blocks ( OMFG BLOCKS!!!!!)

erm this 2 weeks in china. really alot has happened. i wanted to update. but they freaking BANNED BLOGGER!!! some things i gotta keep to myself also. but all you need to know is that i am determined to not let my parents down now.

it's freaking late now. and i gotta wake up early tml to mug. but i've got tons of things on my mind right now.. SIGH

ok last thing. congrats to the new mad exco'08. hope can have an enjoyable term with all of you. and let's work together to bring MAD to the next level =) pray that i can do my job as the HHHPPPP. lol

2008-05-30T01:08:00.000-07:00

OMG i really shouldnt be blogging right now!! hafnt finish choreoing for tml's election interview yet!!! but im so stressed up so i decided to take a short break...

i'll just sum up what happened in faccom camp in a few words. Artemis faccom rocks!! hahaha all the people are damn zi high and crappy ( as in know how to crap) ! i like =D so it makes me a bit less regretful that i can't go this yr's bsp camp...

oh yea tml is the * toot* concert already.. err if anyone is free enough and so as to happen to pass by singapore botanic garden ( i seriously wonder who'll do that ) maybe you can drop by just abit and watch the concert for a short while. LOL

erm ok i guess i should get back to seriously chionging right now.... TML!!! ARGH!!!

2008-05-27T00:50:00.000-07:00

although its like UBER late already. i shall make one last post before i go malaysia for my camp! hahaha..

i'll be missing this year's bsp camp =( jiayou for hh and sq! we must have bsp outing during the hols k.. lol

anyway the main point of me blogging this late now is to tell you guys about the stupid things people can do when they are dumb enough. hahahaha first lets start with hh. we were going to buy shoes on sun then hh is hungry so he decided to go breadtalk n buy a bread to eat. while he is Q-ing up. me n sq were talking. then the smart HH want to butt in and join the the convo. he said sth stupid n laughed to himself. and thats when his bread dropped gently n gracefully from his tray onto the clean and smooth floor. LOL!!! then the smart hh dunno what to do. so he went 1 round around the breadtalk dunno what to do and decided to SIAM before the staff see him and the bread on the floor. HAHAHAHAHA! * thats when me n sq decided we dunno anybody by the name hh*

oh thats not all. theres one MORE stupid act by sq. just we thought nth could beat hh's bread incident. the smart and intelligent sq decided to go up a 'down' escalator while i stood and wondered what he is trying to accomplish. lol.

i think thats all for now. COZ I STILL HAFNT PACK FINISH MY BAG FOR TML YET!! GG!! AND MY CHOREO ALSO GG!! SIAO HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW!!! ELECTION IS ON FRI!!!!!!

lastly my new shoes are SACKSAY! =D

p.s. i have 2 demerit points already. 1 more for coming late on the last day of school. smart right.

2008-05-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA i got my 1st demerit today =D for messy/long hair.. lol wth. super random la.. i thought my first one would be for coming late last week. or ponning the stupid symposium sai. LOL but what's jc life without demerits and cs right??

woohoo finally can blog about the almost 24 hours ( maybe slightly less than 20) of mahjong at ck's house liao. lol 47 rounds in total!!! we own man!! HAHAHAHA and we finally broke our record! in the end i from negative 10 bucks to positive 5 bucks.. lol and jonneo is the most retarded one. coz he played for 47 rounds and lost 10 cents only -.-' wth right.. lol waste time and effort sia.. wanna lose oso must lose more ma..

SIGH. having PDS now.. nah not precision drill squad.. its Post-Dancenite-Sydrome.. hahaha but lucky tml can watch 1 missed call again!! yay!! anyway now everytime i see '1 missed call' on my phone it will remind me of the imba zhai j2 item. hahahaha

oh anyway we had our 1'st faccomm formal meeting today. err was quite *ahem* coz just listen to mr teo talk n talk. looking forward to our crystal jade next time =D i never eat CJ before leh.. damn noob! and err i think tml's maths assignment consperm GG liao.. i dun noe a single sai about intergration man..

btw i just checked my results oso. CUBEC. HAHAHAHA surprisingly my GP is my strongest subject!! its like quite imba la.. 73%.. LOL err i think i should have 1 more U for csc. maybe coz still hafnt update finish thats why still C.. hahaha GG

erm and my holiday is like totally burn diao already. SIAN. i wan MAD CAMP!!!!

2008-05-19T23:22:00.000-07:00

a part of me is gone now that dancenite'08 is over

snap back to reality. lectures. tutorials. homework.pw.mug.mug.mug.

tml got sch le so i've got no mood to write a comic-relief post now. sorry guys if this one's not funny. maybe next time

i'm looking for a lover not a friend
somebody who can be there when i need someone to talk to

2008-05-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

i wanted to blog only after the whole dancenite is over. but i realised im not gonna come home tonight! LOL

WE TOTALLY ROCKED THE STAGE YTD!! WOOHOO!! and thanks to all peeps who gave me flowers =) chocs =) and the faccomm for the super cute thingy =)) lol we shall do even better tonight!!!! so all the people coming today.. better prepare yourselves for a show that will shake the very foundations of your lives.. hehehe

JIAYOU SHAKERS!!!! THE FINAL LAP!!!! SHAKE LIKE YOU NEVER SHAKE BEFORE!!

2008-05-12T23:25:00.000-07:00

i freaking lost my pencil case today!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone jiayou for dancenite!!!!!

2008-05-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

i think i am someone who can't stand loneliness. i just wish there's always people whom i can talk and crap with.

anyway i am feeling kinda guilty now. was watching a photo montage made by my dad just now. i thought it was quite lame at first so i was just playing around with my new phone. but after awhile i got bored so started to pay attention to it. and what surprised me was that. watching some of the photos. of me when i was small. photos of my parents when they were still young. photos when we spent time together. made me tear. ( of course i didn't let them see) but it made me wonder. what have i done to repay them after they have sacrificed so much for me. leaving china. leaving behind all their families and friends. their work. their everything just so that i can get a better education. and maybe a better life here. but what have i done to them until now. all i've done is to make them sad. angry and disappointed.seeing the photos of my parents when they were young suddenly struck me as to how much they have really aged. for me. i am already in jc now. it wont be long before i leave them and start a family of my own. so i started to wonder. for how long more can i stay with them and be pampered by them. if i could turn back time. i would have done so many things differently. talk to them in different ways or tones. so that they won't be hurt by what i've done or said to them. but that's what everyone wishes for. isnt it. i mean we all know it is impossible but...

i really want to be a good son to them and work hard to make them proud.

and just in case you were wondering. the photo montage was made for my grandma. my parents are going back this june hols to celebrate her 70th bday. they wanted me to go back with them. but my first reaction was that i can't. because of all my commitments. cca fac comm project work and mugging for blocks. but are those really valid reasons. or am i just looking for excuses not to go back... i hafnt had a chance to go back for quite some years already. and i think it will be a good chance to spend time with my parents too.and maybe i will be one of the last chances i will get to see my grandma again. i'm not cursing her. ( choy) but its just that you never know what will happen.

=/ have i really grown up and matured during these years.

2008-05-11T13:41:00.000-07:00

with great powers comes great reponsibilities. (LOL sry couldnt help it..)

now that i am given the opportunity. i will do my best and WORK HARD!! and try not to screw it up =) i think artemis fac comm 08'09 will kickass! hahahaha!

had our dancenite first fulldress rehearsal ytd. wha i really have respect for Dan now man.. his modern choreo is truly... cannot find any words to describe la. sry my vocab sucks. but it makes all the hair on you stand up.. thats how great it is.. and even now when i think about it the feeling still comes back.. really the best. all the J2 dances also pwns all man.. hafnt had a chance to see the j2 hiphop. but from what i heard till now.. ITS FREAKING ZHAI! woot! all of us J1s must work hard and put in like 345% effort from now on!

oh and i hope there are enough tickets for my parents n my frenz. really wish they can see me there =D

AND I FINALLY CHANGED MY PHONE!! woohoooooooooooooo!!!! i no need to endure the 8907664584635 billion times that i need to on my phone and type the pin n phone code everyday anymore!! YAY! although its not the model i wanted.. but still its quite nice la.. just that too nice that i scared i will spoil it soon.. i dun think im know for my err.. 'thin heart' and carefullness.. LOL but will try my best to take care of it. maybe like my gf till i find one.. hahahaha

next week will be perfect without the retarded physics lec test... ARGHHH!!!

2008-05-08T01:07:00.000-07:00

feeling quite dizzy now. but still gotta force myself to read through all the csc shit

think im falling sick too.

i'll just dao maclaurin now. gonna tell tham bb i dun understand a shit and hopefully she'll be kind enough to let me take it on another day. *cross fingers*

comon brain. dun give up before i do

2008-05-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

i wonder if i am too simple-minded sometimes.

i always hope that yesterday will never end and tomorrow will never come.

fucking hate csc.

2008-05-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

actually wanted to post long ago. quite a lot of interesting things happened.. haha but too busy already. i've being sleeping with my com on for 3 consecutive days already!! ( lucky my dad never see. if not my head will be rolling alrdy) kudos toMUG lim. &*((*%$@#*(

summary of interesting events: hh popping in his slp. shouting sth weird n horny oso. weird bus ride. funny looking bus and uncle taking out the bus no. moon light river. iron man. hh getting high after iron man. a beautiful mind. worth watching. PASSED CHEM CLASS TEST!!! oh and i kena scolded by mr tan for almost sleeping through his entire phy tutorial. lol sorry mr tan. all mug lim's fault. and i think what ms chen said today bout respect is quite true.

ok im too lazy to write all in details. so there's that. anyway had our first SHAKE full run today. errr most items look very luan. so jiayou everybody! rmb. dancing is not just moving. and we must learn from the chinese dancers how to Gek our face in that nice, sweet smile. lol. now that my song is settled. im more motivated to choreo finish the rest of the 7 X 8 liao. jiayou myself. dun screw this up. show them what you can do!

i need to sleep.

i need nice songs.

i need to pass my chem lec test.

i need to mug.

i need to do csc essay.

wts. i feel like dying liao.

mmm. what do i really want?

2008-04-29T22:05:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA we did the most retarded things today la.. went cathay for FREE ben n jerry ice cream and we Q-ed for like 1 hour plus.. ( coz we went for 2 rounds) and err thats not retarded enough yet.. the most stupid thing is we were hitting each other's **** all the way throughout.. WTH.. hahaha eat ice cream and getting zham.. but the feeling of getting what you want after waiting for so long REALLY ROCKS!! woot i was so excited and nervous when our turn is coming after we went down the escalator la.. lol like omg finally our turn!! and u look up to see all the rest of the suckers still Q-ing. the satisfaction is really too immense liao.. LOL

ANWAY WTF! i just recieved a SUPER RANDOM sms from who? not who.. where? MONGOLIA!! hahahahaha i was stunned for almost 2 mins.... and i have no idea what to reply...

oh yea that aside. tml is csm! woohoo!! hope got pds if not the entire thing will be quite fei.. lol and in anycase i THINK there is a mini bsp-group *insert number here* gathering tml during csm.. if everyone doesnt pangseh again.. LOL if it succeeds then my group OWNS!!!

OK i'll go shower now.. and while im doing that.. i'll think about my 8X8 choreo and err how to reply that sms...

2008-04-26T22:05:00.000-07:00

so lonely

need somebody to talk to

forget it. it's just a dream man.

2008-04-23T22:41:00.000-07:00

sometimes its hard to stay true to who you really are.

gotta put a ban on hand-stand related stuffs again -.- wth. next time i must seriously do warm ups properly if i dun wan my leg to die again. tml 2.4 how!! pe is like the only subject i can get full marks la ( sad to say) ytd i finally had to courage to go into isp and check my results. and i got the shock of my life man!! ( erm ok la.. actually ABIT expected.. but still.. ) seeing that actual U there is quite different.. lol im sure most of my class peeps wont understand that feeling...

the moon has just being blocked by the clouds. well thats life sometimes. we may be blocked and lose sight of our destinations sometimes. but the clouds will move away eventually and as long as you do everything in your power to achieve your goal. i believe it will come.

tml morning theres mini bsp gathering again =)

anyway i feel very stupid today. coz i smsed the moe teacher ( he bin bin lao shi) in chinese. thinking that bsp teacher ma.. so confirm must use chinese. THEN IN THE END SHE REPLIED ME IN ENGLISH.. wth i am dumb. spent so much time crafting that chinese sms laa.... waste my brain juice and effort. tsk

and the bsp camp clashes with fac com training camp leh!! how how how HOW HOW!!! omg i really dun wan to miss bsp camp la.. we are putting in so much effort into the alumni item oso. should i just give up fac com coz of bsp camp?? =( no la.. duh not possible right.. but still... SIGH can they just change the date of either one for us huh?? be nice la.. lol

( ok the moon has appeared again. err refer to above if you lost track of what i was talking about. speaking of lost. i very long never watch lost liao leh.. LOL random but has the new season come out yet?)

hmmm i remember there is something i need to do today one.. something quite important i think.. BUT I CANNOT RMB LIAO! o.O

ok i shall go shower now. maybe hot water will help me remember. ( erm for this post i actually only planned to write the first line only one. but ended up writing so much crap. lol paiseh)

2008-04-21T22:12:00.000-07:00

i think the best present i got so far in my life is still the tiger balm muscle rub given by my mortal EILEEN =) its seriously a life-saver la.. or should i say leg-saver.. hahaha without it my legs will be long gone alrdy... go eileen! hahaha ( although i dun think she reads my blog)

pe studio is worse than an oven man!! siao i literally melted inside there today la... and i think my csc is screwed for this term.. LOL 2 assignments still undone. I AM DEAD!! and another one is here already.. SIGHHHHHHHHHH

woot my leg is still experiencing the tinkling sensation from the muscle rub.. hahaha shuang!

things to do by tonight: gp ppt. ( approx 10 slides). PI. fac comm interview form. 3 csc assignments.
time check: 10.12pm. i remember somebody said miracles do happen?? lol i seriously think otherwise.

2008-04-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

a random thought just occured to me: the most stupid thing you can do is to handstand while you are showering.. lol

ok anyway ytd's mugging session somehow turned into a mahjong session at ck's house.. LOL ( im dead if my dad finds my blog man) and im sure by now everyone noes the story of hh's pokemon adventure: me and sq were waiting for ck to arrive and salvage us from our suffering when a sms came from hh " going at arnd 2 plus" then almost near to 3 we got another sms from him " just leaving house now. was trying to catch abra but he kept telepoting away! lucky i manage to defeat misty.." LOL wth....

woohooo!! we had the first 4 eights of our bsp dance out alrdy!! only 145623462451 more counts to go =)

anyway had a mini trash-out session just now ( according to ncc) or PANDORA'S box ( according to double h) so doing some kinda self reflection now.. haha i think this kinda 'game' is good la.. gives you a chance to noe what your friends really think about you. and only your true friends will tell you the truth about your faults and wrongs.

although hh ask me to change my name but i think theres nth i can do about it. my parents gave me my name so i will keep it no matter what other people may think =) quote:" name is more than just a form of identification"

back to the topic, it gave me a chance to think about how i have changed during the past few years la. hope what karlton said was true and i really did change. coz i really really regret the relationships (guys) that i've ruined because of the way i were. but it's already too late and all i can do now is treasure the friends i have now =) errrr i got something else to say one. but forgot liao! ( maybe i'll edit this part after i rmb) if you have read my previous previous previous ( previous?) post. ' the hardest thing for a person to do is to change' but i believe that anyone can change if they really want to.

oh oh oh to credit my last post right. the 'i believe' post.. lol i got it from an email. thought it was quite meaningful so decided to share it with you all.. erm im not chim and philosophical enough to write all those! hahaha

OK now i shall go do my PI and maybe csc SBQ. and the csc essay which is wayyyyyyyy overdued... wish me luck man. ( oh today when we were given the sample PW reports from our seniors to read. i got soon huat's one. he is my ncc senior. lol ok random)

2008-04-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

I believe...
That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I believe...
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I believe...That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I believe...
That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I believe...
That it is taking me a long, long, LONG time to become the person I want to be.

I believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I believe...
That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe...
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I believe...
That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe...
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I believe...
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I believe...That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe...
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I believe...
That two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people you don't even know.

I believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

2008-04-09T23:34:00.000-07:00

today i found a new joy in playing chinese chess.. ( aka pcc)!!! LOL!

during break today dunno why so random but we ( me sq n ediwn)were super free and just right got 1 set of chiness chess on some class bench so me n edwin decided to have a match.. it was the most funny match i had in my life i think.. lol was trading pieces like MAD from the start. until i only left cannon and car ( plus 2 soldiers according to sq) .. while he had a car and 2 horses( i think).. was owning me since i anyhow play THEN came the pro hongliang who made a brilliant move which ate adwin's cannon!! OMG that moment was freaking funny! lol in then end somehow i made a miraculous comeback( with the help of hongliang) and WON!!

after school a new challenger came.. HH.. LOL sq went to toilet and by the time he come back i already owned hh with double cannon kill.. HAHAHAHAHA! after that i continued to OWN with my godly skills and trashed hh upside down.. lol ( although he keep demanding rematches) after i win until sian alrdy... ( stupid) me and sq went to play tennis with the random pair of tennis rackets laying around under the sun.. i guess its only around 1000023514616314762 million degress out there.. we were nearly burnt to our death until i made a god-like move which includes me jumping up turning one round and smashing the ball right back at sq with a velocity of 989864497433 km/s.. LOL ( try to imagine)

ok so after that was dance and i had to endure hh/sq's (end-less) comments about my PPR.. lol if you dunno whats ppr you can guess first.. if you really dunno then ask me..

i think we are gonna become regulars at sumo house soon.. lol they should give us more FREE food next time =) since both times we stayed there until they close the metal gate -.-

i'm still waiting for the artemis pullover to come.. uber long already.. Zzzz shall go sleep after spamming somemore muscle rub.. siao tml pe HOW!! gg....

ok gotta start training running and pull up from now on le..
suggested trainning plan:
everyday night ( everynight) run for 30in ( approx 5km)
" 50 pull ups in sch
" 200 sit ups
" 100 push ups
" 30min of isolation
" 30min of popping

*i put a ban on handstand/airfreeze until my tighs completely heal

2008-04-07T21:25:00.000-07:00

my library of songs expanded by like 10% thanks to sq( erm maybe 2% from hh).. hahaha the rest of you guys oso must send me sia..

hmmm i think my class dun really like me.. today we nominate for the 3 ppl who going for CT interview.. after i nominated myself -.- nobody else voted for me except my dear friend yiren ( bu kui shi 4K de..gou brother!) i feel very sad lor.. am i really that shi bai.. i know i dun really mug as hard as them. but cannot judge me just because of that what.... SIGH nvm..

hope at least i get a chance to auditon for dance ic. if after the audition and i dun make it then at least i can say that i tried. and i didnt make it coz of my own limitations.

argh hope my tigh heals soon man..( spamming muscle rub like some MAD kid alrdy. almost finish one tube liao) if not i wont be able to put in my all during dance and this week's napfa is screwed.

music and dance is an essential part of my life right now

2008-04-06T01:22:00.000-07:00

erm i shall blog more tml.. coz i want to sleep now! haha

anyway im glad that i have such a great bunch of friends ( to eat with. to cock around with. to do lame stuffs with.to gay with sometimes. to dance with) =D

2008-04-05T22:08:00.001-07:00

the hardest thing for a person to do is to change

2008-04-02T23:57:00.000-07:00

i had 173 posts.. woot thats the bus i used to take a lot before i moved coz its just outside my house. ok random

sigh i kinda depise my currect self. i know what i gotta do. but why can't i just settle down and start working on it. seriously want to just mug the life outta myself right now because i know jc is very important without my parents telling me that everday. i don't wanna screw up my life just for the sake of having a little bit more fun now.face it. jc is the most important phase of our lives. i know that but why can't i just focus on studying. ARGH just face the music and stop running away man. you know you gotta start someday. so why not now!

i hate myself

2008-03-30T23:12:00.000-07:00

ytd stayover at ym's house together with lx.. LOL damn fun.. 1st we watched saw IV! siao i waited super long for this.. since end of last yr in china after we pia-ed finish saw I II and III in 3 nights.. hahaha damn shuang.. IV was mindblowing!! i like all the twists at the end of each movie. turns your whole persepective upside down man.. thats the reason i like saw better than other gore movies.. coz of the underlying plot behind everything.

after that i continued to pia finish PRISON BREAK!! woot! season 3 rocks! and its another mind blowing experience.. HAHAHA try blowing your mind two times in a row in the middle of the night -.- you will go crazy man.. my mind's still kinda in a mess right now.. lol patiently waiting for season 4 now.. and just a *spoiler* sarah is coming back in season 4!! =)

erm my csc essay is seriously damn screwed now.. should i just dao.. LOL

OH OH oh oh oh oh! just now i was watching the america's best dance crew vids on youtube.. OMG OWNAGE!!! jabbawockeez seriously owns man.. really like their super unique style.. and they are SUPER creative also.. lol i like kaba modern also.. actually i like kaba modern ABIT more than jabbawockeez.. their dance is really... o.O just go watch and you will know what i mean.. my mind kena blow away for the 3rd time liao.. ( if you count jabba then its 4.. LOL!)

i think my mind cannot tahan the blowing alrdy.. so i shall go SLEEP! wooot! my favourite activity!

P.S. april fool's is just around the corner =))

2008-03-29T19:50:00.000-07:00

we will only know how to appreciate something when you are in that position doing and learning that something yourself. when you look from outside. the perspective is always different and biased. sometimes we pass comments about something we don't really understand but thats only because we do not truly understand the nature of it.

2008-03-28T21:53:00.000-07:00

just watched finish proposal daisakusen SP!! woohoo!!! its seriously like one of the best dramas i watched... waited for the sp to come out since like last nov/dec la.. but its worth it! haha this kinda drama always make me wonder why can't i be like the main character inside =X LOL (and people inside always doesnt seem to need to mug!)

hmm gotta go watch more youtube dance videos and improve my capacity of dance moves man.. my freestyle still sucks i think.. BUT ITS OK.. it will get better! ( i hope) hahahaha but if i spend too much time on youtube my parents gonna nag again -.- i had a hard time convincing my mom to let me watch finish the SP just now...

anyone got any nice songs to dance to pls send me!!! my library of songs is SERIOUSLY SUPER LIMITED NOW!

anyway today's campaign videos all SUPER LAME SIA! most got no link one... so i dun see how it can help them get votes.. ytd watched some taiwan election campaign videos.. thats what i call zhai man.. make all my goosebumps stand up and so ZHEN FEN REN XIN! like wanna go for war like that.. LOL hope can watch such videos in singapore in the NEAR future...

ok last thing.. send me songs people!

2008-03-26T23:09:00.000-07:00

I AM DAMN TIRED RIGHT NOW!! AND MY KNEES ARE HURTING LIKE ****.. lol but the workshop is fun la.. choreo not bad also.. today last lesson so the red team and WHITE team each had a mini performance.. LOL

for the past few days after dance. after we slacked around enough and someone bothered to check the time. everyone will have a suddenly realisation. OMFG ITS 930PM ALREADY!! FASTER GO EAT/HOME!! hahahaha but today most ppl. in fact all the ppl decided to go home -.- leaving behind the poor me to go 7-11 and buy maggie mee to eat myself by the roadside. hahahaha quite fun actually. the last time i did that was with 4K peeps after some crap performance ( i think ) in sch. i sat at the exact same staircase as last time. lol enjoy the night and mosquitoes..

OH speaking of mosquitoes.. this morning when i was using com. sth that looks like a normal mosquito but magnified by like 10 times flew into my room. its AT LEAST 8 cm long can.. im like wth! faster take paper ( i think its some phy ws that i collected) and wacked it flat.. hahahahahaha !!

erm 'holiday' is over. tml back to sch again.. SIGH mug mug mug and mug and mug . just in case you didn't notice im not refering to myself =) .. mad is my only source of fun and non-stress activity right now.. haha

2008-03-23T21:50:00.000-07:00

today when i was walking home from westmall after mugging at coffeebean i saw A WHOLE bunch of people with cokes in their hands. so i wondered are they some kinda coke gang or sth. then when i continue to walk i realise more n more ppl are holding cokes. and then i saw it....

FREE COKES!!! LOLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!

apparantly its a kinda promotion for the new coke zero. if not the bunch of guys giving out cokes are having too much money n find joy in giving out free cokes to ppl -.-

its being a loooong time since i drank coke. COZ ITS SUPER UNHEALTHY!! but today's one is FREE.. so diff case huh... hahahahahaha!

ok thats my point for blogging now. find it too interesting liao. haha ok i shall go mug some phy now and pray that i dun fail too bad tml. SIGH jiayou n good luck for me

2008-03-22T22:06:00.000-07:00

JTS DAMN FUN SIA! hahahaha aranda seriously rocks man! its like the best chalet i've ever been to.. hmmm but then i never do alot of things which i wanted to.. like play xbox watching horror movie and play at pasir ris park =( but its my own fault la.. LOL

oh and ytd's guys night out was fun oso.. HAHAHA lx and ym were so ambitious.. wanna ask all the gals out.. but in the end oso -.- vintage point is nice! quite a unique way of filming the movie but i like it.. and through out the entire movie im like super tense coz of all the suspense. then pool-ed until 1am with them plus LENERD. haha i think my skills improved sia.. almost cleared the table once =p

ok ANYWAY i had like 3 dance sessions today.. SIAO! 1st is J1 hiphop but err.. its abit... guys like becoming more n more useless already.. hahaha while ms chen teaching the gals we were at the back doing crap.. woohoo!! i think my handstand finally can stand liao.. so err now the target is eclipse.. HAHAHA. so fast that was the taipei workshop.. its quite a different experience i suppose. coz his style is quite different from shah's. buti kinda like it alot. haha and he focuses on us getting all the details of all the individual steps. progress is abit slow but its ok.. then after that was salsa!! hahaha we got our partners and mine is charmaine! i think she's a really good dancer.. haha and i think the choreo is quite nice oso.. but ahem we got A LOT to learn man.. ain't gonna be easy..

MY HEAD IS STILL DAMN PAIN NOW.. coz of the headstand.. siao lucky got sq's cap+beannie if not die even worse man..

walao i seriously hate my knees man.. why the hell did i go injure them -.- damn stupid la.. then now i can't do a lot of moves because of my stupid kness... ARGH and the worst thing is i go see doc alrdy and she told me ' OH its PERFECTLY normal for teenagers.. very common one so nth to worry about' like wth right...

SIGH i noe i say im gonna mug hard.. BUT...

AND I NEED TO WAIT ANOTHER 1 MONTH PLUS TO CHANGE MY PHONE!! OMG IM GOING CRAZY MAN.. seriously sometimes i just feel like smashing my phone on the ground. always shutting off the the most crucial moments.. lol

hmmm its only 10pm now.. what should i do to keep myself occupied for the rest of the night..

2008-03-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO! NO MORE LESSONS ALRDY!!! tml is jts!! gonna be damn fun man..

anyway today i damn happy! err partly coz can play alrdy. but another thing is.. I PASSED MY FIRST MATHS ASSIGNMENT!!! ( since the start of j1) WOOOT!! siao damn zhai la... now TBB cannot kaobei me anymore! LOL right in her face man..

just got back from hiphop.. damn tired today.. not because of the hiphop la.. coz practise too much air freeze alrdy plus eclispse/swipe-attempts. hahaha now whole body ache like crazy.. next time must remember to warm up properly man.. do the shah way.. hahahaha

oh yea im gonna change my phone tml.. LIKE FINALLY! i really cant tahan my this phone alrdy la.. need to on it for like 50 plus times everyday -.- wth seriously getting on my nervous.. but i still dunno which one to change to.. HMMMM

(a flying beetle just ZHAMED into my com.. WTH! scare me sia..) btw sorry.. apparantly 'bounce' is not from step up 2 soundtrack. haha according to HH.

-listeing to 'is it you' from stepup 2. lol-

gotta calm down my heart n do some serious mugging. i mean serious as in REALLY SERIOUS. no joke anymore...

2008-03-15T00:25:00.000-07:00

FINALLY........................ the sun!!!!! OMG im so happy to see the sun today la!! miss him like crazy man... but err too bad no time go swim today =(

dance today was.. ok i guess.. almost finish the choreo liao.. but got ALOT of clean ups to do..
went to talk cock with the bboy/bspers after that.. haha damn funny.. and we got a perf planned out for bsp camp'08 alrdy =)

rain rain go away

2008-03-13T23:42:00.000-07:00

STEP UP 2 ROCKS!!! wooooohoooo!! its SUPER NICE!!

hahaha seriously it rocks man... those who watched should understand.. those who hafnt.. strongly recommend that u do =)

although the plot is really THAT original but the dances are... WOW! hope i can dance like that man..haha ok its being raining everyday so.. lets find a rainy day n go dance together!

anyway yesterday's class outing is ABIT sick sia.. 5 hours of KBOX.. wont die man.. i was freaking tired when i got home man.. i am now oso.. but dun wanna sleep so early.. ITS HOLIDAY!! well at least its suppose to be one.. hafnt touched a single piece of work yet -.- GOTTA PUSH MYSELF MAN!

ohohOH im listening to a horny song now..LOL! bounce from step up soundtrack.. =) super nice.. although its quite sick.. (those who wanna noe why i can show u)

ok.. things to do tml during dance: train spinning on leg, spin a guy on my head, vibrate in and outta a bench, learn swipe, and FLICK SOMEONE'S EARS! omg my ears are freaking red n pain today la.. kena flick until almost drop off liao.. you guys ( n gal ) better watch out tml!!

argh super sleepy now liao.. gd nites everyone.. OH and its seriously SUPER COLD every night laa... RAIN SUCKS!!! (although dancing in the rain with touchlights can be quite interesting. lol )

2008-03-11T20:02:00.000-07:00

good to know that there are still people reading my blog =) although its like freaking dead for super long alrdy.. hahaha i'll try to revive it.. if i have the time

anyway its being raining for SUPER LONG ALRDY!! like the entire week since last week has being raining.. I dun like rain.. rain sucks... makes the atmosphere so mooooody!! i wan the sun back!! i dunno.. some ppl think rainy days very nice to sleep but i think its too cold!! i like to sleep on sunny lazy afternoons.. hehe

TML MUST GO BACK SCHOOL!! WHY?! COZ OUR -better not say anything bad her- CT wan us to go back for maths test!! wth......... SHIT i just remember got holiday hw oso.. SIGH

i think im really lagging like shit alrdy la... my whole class is like piaing like there's no tomorrow everyday.. then im like... somebody help me... =(

oh today's dance is SUPER TIRING.. siao i think its worse than running 5k can... must start training again liao.. if not will go back being a pig pretty soon.. swim n running!!! AND thats also why i like the sun!! then can have a nice tan ma.. hahaha

and dunno why.. im addicted to eminem's songs recently.. i noe ABIT lag la.. but erm.. not bad la.. they are quite nice.. last time i didnt like rap songs.. dunno why

and im seriously going broke liao.. jc eat money like we eat rice like that -.- then tml going kbox sommore.. walao.. can we just use the class fund... LOL

ok i better go mug liao.. ( that is after i finish slacking n procrastinating and some other random stuff)

ooo i realise i really like drawing.. a week ago i dug out some of my previous works then suddenly have the urge to start drawing again.. hahaha so i'll TRY keep a sketch book n draw regularly =)

2008-03-06T09:42:00.000-08:00

music makes me lose control =)

sigh i think i should just stop thinking about crap stuffs that distract me n get down to some serious mugging..

the only 2 things that will be in my life from now on: M & M

MAD & MUGGING

and maybe...

2008-02-23T19:37:00.001-08:00

why does it have to be like this every single time? i'm sick and tired of it

2008-02-22T23:37:00.000-08:00

sigh.. feeling somewhat empty inside now.. =(

2008-02-13T06:58:00.000-08:00

yay new post!!! i am multi-tasking right now!! hahaha =) dun worry be happy!!!!

2007-11-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

yay flying in less than 12 hours!! new adventures awaits all of us.. hahaha i will miss all my frenz here. must continue to have fun while i'm gone k ( i noe its hard without me =P)

ima gonna enjoy the 1 month! woOot!

BYEE PEEPS!!

2007-11-16T23:40:00.000-08:00

JUST WHEN things are getting more interesting here, im gonna leave for beijing on sunday already -.-

anyway 2K and 4K ROCKS! woohoO!! hahaha i dunno what would have happened to me if i went some other class.. hahaha

initially only plan to watch a movie with my classmates. in the end i was out for 2 entire days.. lol.. ok dun get me started on the retarded b**** at j8. i was seriously damn pissed off man. okok must cool down... but really ah.. where got such no brain people one.. she is purely looking for our trouble man.. (breathe in breathe out)

suddenly dun feel like blogging. feel sick

2007-11-13T23:10:00.000-08:00

siao today's sun is damn nice! best in this whole week ( although today is just tue) haha so i went swimming again. my whole back is red now 0.o damn itchy but cannot scratch!! argh must control....

tml going blading at ecp! woohoo.. finally i can go out and play!

2007-11-12T20:28:00.000-08:00

i think you guys should have tried before too.. you noe.. watching a movie till the end just to see how much more it sucked.. lol all the unbelievably lousy acting and the wth-is-this plots.. but this one on tv right now. i just can't stand it anymore.. i rather go and study for jc than continue watching the crap..

today is SO BORING!! I NEEDA GO OUT MAN....

actually exam is not so bad after all.. now that everything's over. i feel so empty inside. during the exam period im so occupied. so focus and concentrated. only one goal in mind. everyday after school just go kap and mug mug mug. after i got sick of kap went to coffee bean and mug mug mug. nothing else mattered. nothing else was on my mind. nothing unnecessary. it was quite a good feeling actually. having something to look forward to. the end of the exam. but now that the end has finally come. what else?

=/

and seriously man. the ants in my house are getting outta control!! they are EVERYWHERE!! pest control please...

2007-11-11T17:08:00.000-08:00

just came back from swimming.. woot so tiring. haha damn long never go swim already.. but anyway while in the toilet of the swimming pool right. there's this guy wearing sth like a diver's suit or sth.. and he was farting like nobody's business like that. LOL buu buu BUU BUU BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.. damn farny! hahahaha

i think i made a lot of wrong decisions which i regret but the important thing is that i dun make the same mistake in the future! yay!

anyway bout yesterday's mahjong session at jonneo house. erm.. shall not comment too much.. but i finally recouped my losses from bsp chalet.. lol but i think we would never be able to go his house ever again.. and i had to walk home from the interchange in the middle of the night coz all the buses are off service already... lucky i didnt miss the last train.. if not i will be stuck. again

my parents packing for the china trip now.. -.- i cant stop them..its still SOOOOO EARLY!! i dunno why they so kan cheong.. lol then my mom is making me try on all the weird weird stuffs. theres this jacket which made me look totally like a turtle..............

2007-11-10T01:16:00.000-08:00

WTH!!!! I JUST KILLED ANOTHER FLYING COCKROACH! IT SUDDENLY CAME OUTTA NOWHERE AND STARTED ZOOMING AROUND IN MY ROOM! SIAO but this time i got experience already so finished it off without any trouble =)

2007-11-09T23:07:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the 1st time in my life ( ok maybe not.. but in a very very VERY long time) i slept more than 12 hours in one go! sleeping is good.. but sleeping more than half the day away is NOT! simple calculation.. if you sleep more than 12 hours everyday. means you wasted half your life away just on sleeping... and our lives are so damned short alrdy. we can't afford to waste anymore time!

somebody save me from this boredom please...... lucky today got the bsc opening.. if not i will be stuck at home rotting.. i've got nothing to say about the pool session today.. lol and i seriously must practise on my 9 ball pool. tml mahjong session! woo!

i guess its still gonna be a few more hours before i sleep.. how shall i spend my time till then?

and what's with the job craze man... im going china so enough already!

oh and i mustnt forget bout my jab tml. hafnt had a needle poke into me for quite a long time liao.

2007-11-07T22:28:00.000-08:00

i've returned from yet another chalet! hahaha bsp chalet @ downtown east this time..

the chalet is SOOOOO MUCH better than the changi village one.. but its SOOOO MUCH smaller than the haunted house.. hahaha you can barely squeeze more than 15 people inside.
ok la.. at least you can see other people there... ALOT OF PEOPLE.. unlike the changi village.. where the only thing we saw are cats.... -.-

i shall not talk about all the midnight mahjong sessions and all the incredible loses and wins... i will also not talk about how we watched 'secrets' for 2 times and my favourite girl inside!! woohoO!! AND I STILL DUNNO WHATS HER NAME! OMG!!

what i shall talk about is the night where we finally found back our childhood! hahaha.. its the craziest night EVER in a long long long LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TIME......( even better than anticipating lx and wilson going to the rgs gals' chalet. lol ) at first huihua me chengkun n yufeng were obessed with this small turing thingy until jonneo n vin came n rescued us from the pathetic spinning thing.. hahahaha coz there is a MUCH bigger turning thingy at the other side... we spin n spin n spin n spin and i finally experienced the taste of becoming a lab rat.. lol or hamster.. whatever..

there are a lot other bunch of stuffs we played but the most fun is the blind mice and ICEMAN! i dun care.. its called iceman (not some freeze and melt or other crap) =) hahaha wanting me and yufeng totally owned.. froze all the rest up within 5 min.. and for the next time.. well all i can say is good game.. lol its SUPER SUPER ULTRA DUPER TIRING.. i think i've never played so hard in my life.. not even in primary school.. (maybe i did but just too long ago)

then we all rushed back thinking the water will be cut at 12am.. so must chiong back n shower.. but in the end .. WE WERE SCAMED! after we walked back from the park to the chalet.. WE WERE SCAMED AGAIN!!! OMG you tell me which cheers dun open 24 hours one!!

- OH YA.. ALMOST FORGOT there is this super exciting event which happened at the food court.. a chao ji big rat kena killed by a man right in front of us.. hahaha and peggy bought from the stall which the rat came from ( i hope) . then huihua started emo-ing coz of huanjun -

i dunno which chalet more fun la.. very hard to compare.. but both are definately much better than rotting at home -.- sigh which i will be doing from now until i fly

one more thing! almost forgot our SUPER FAILTURE BBQ ON THE 1ST DAY.. HAHA took us three hours just to start the bloody fire! LOL and we had npcc n scouts.. tsk tsk in the end resorted to borrowing charcoal from other ppl.. btw those few F up-ed drunkards seriously pissed me off..

another one more thing.. WE WILL NEVER SEE THE SLAM DUNK FIGURES AGAIN! NOOOOOOOO.. and i totally thrashed huihua at pool =)

2007-11-03T21:35:00.000-07:00

being too preoccupied yesterday and up until now to update on my class chalet. coz im watching heroes! haha so lets go back to the beginning.. after our higher chinese Os...

the day after O was our 4K class chalet! woot.. i was so looking forward to it. coz before that i was jus rotting at home.. its at changi village there or sth like that. our moniter jianwei booked it. so we met and took like an 1 hour plus bus trip down to the chalet. after we got down from the bus. its a LONG way to our chalet.

so we walked n walked n walked n walked............ n walked n walked... UNTIL i see this block of building.. sth like a typical haunted house in the movies. its at super uber ultraman ulu place.. just infront of a main road ( ironic.lol) AND ITS SUPPOSED TO BE OUR CHALET! OMGWTF.. at first i thought they were joking.. coz you noe my usual idea of a chalet is erm... TOTALLY OPPOSITE OF WHAT I AM LOOKING AT!

after some shocked faces here n there and some frisbee flying here n there. we finally calmed down n opened the old-looking-wooden-door-which-looked-VERY-suspicious. and OMGWTF do we have another shock of our life waiting for us inside. THERE IS NO FREAKING AIRCON INSIDE!!!! some vulgarities here n there across the rooms. some thoughts about strangling our moniter-who-booked-the-chalet. then we found out upstairs the 2 rooms have. so we calmed down abit again.... we explored around and found out its a feeding ground for mosquitoes and we are the food. then there is there creepy looking wooden door just outside our backdoor. its left abit open so we tried to go in. BUT WE COULDNT! OMG DAMN SCARY CAN. (anybody got watch jin tian yi? everyone trapped inside a creepy looking house and everyone else gets killed. yea well.. our situation looks somewhat similar)

-take a breather first. its gonna be a longggg post- take the time to go drink some tea if you wan

after we calmed down again from the creepy looking door. we tried to watch tv. THEN WE FOUND OUT THERE IS NO VCR NO SCV NO NOTHING! the only chnls are 8 5 u and central... some exchanges of vulgarities again and more thoughts of strangling our moniter. so after we finally calmed down again and suppressed the thoughts of strangling our moniter. we started playing the usual stuff.. cards. magic. cs and some other craps. BUT THERE IS NO MAHJONG! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! how are we suppose to survive the entire night like this!!!! NO TV. NO AIRCON. NO BALLS. NO BODY ELSE AT THE STUPID CHALET BESIDES US. (there is suppose to be a beach somewhere too. but apparantly... ) NO BEACH!!

dinner time. BBQ. after that we fed a cat. and suddenly one whole bunch came out. like it called its entire gang or sth. evening went to watch jianwei's fav gal on chnl 8 show. took half a look and i thought i rather go feed the cats. lol. no offence jianwei. THEN sth exiciting finally happened. a bunch of rgs gals booked in to the chalet 2 block away from us (its all linked together. so very near) and the good thing is they have mahjong with them!!! erm.. we wanted to borrow.. but nobody wanted to go and make a fool out of themself so we were still stuck with nothing.

THEN! lx and fok were coming late coz of soccer training. and jh had the MOST BRILLIANTestestestestest idea! we told them our block was D when actually ours is F and guess what.. D was the gals' LOL. everybody was waiting for some action. but they went MIA on us. we switched off the lights n waited at the window for so long and they still hafnt come. so we played some cards to kill time. once in a while. there will be some false alarm. saying the 2 of them have come. when that happens. lights will be switched off. and every one of us will chiong frome every corner of the rooms to the windows. kneel down and scan for targets. ( and all this happen under 1 secs) =) good reflexes you gotta say... THEN.. they FINALLY came. and it was the funniest moment of the entire chalet. LOL. they rang the bell. and walked right into the gal's chalet. hahahahaha. but after that. erm... our dear jianwei and jh went to apologise to the gals and solved a potential conflict.

(wait. before all this happened. there is another thing. the front door got stuck. cant open. all because of YR. we used all the tools but still cant open it. die if spoil must pay! suddenly YE came with this dangerous looking knife and opened it in like 3min. LOL hero)

ok back to the main point. after the prank on our frenz. we were bored so went out and played frisbee. its around 1130 i think. and somehow it turned into an american football game. HAHA. it was hell fun. YEAH! and it was bloody tiring. lol and after i got tackled by fok and fell through the bushes. i got bitten by around 10 plus ants. i tell you. those ants are not normal ants. they are definately commando ants. i can tell by the look on their faces ( well no exactly coz i cant really see their faces that well. and it was midnight )

then i also dunno what happened. jianwei suddenly went over to the gal's chalet and invited them over. along with their mahjong. lol. so me ck went to play with the 3 of them. lx went also because he despo -.- haflway through. one of the gals went out to play with the cats?? and we continued all the way until morning. 5 plus like that. (with some games of bridge in between. and the last game we mahjong we totally got OWNED by the rgs gal) coz the gals still have sch that day. lol they told us they booked the wrong dates. hahahaha

some guys left. one after another. and those of us who were waiting. we got so bored that we were watching some show on chnl 8. bout some butterfly in taiwan or somewhere and how it turns from a caterpillar. slowly grow bigger n bigger and sheds its skin n eats its skin again and sheds its skin for the last time to turn into a pupa. and finally to a butterfly. exciting huh.

WTF!!! A BLOODY COCKROACH JUST FLEW ACROSS MY ROOM! SIAO! ITS F***ING HUGE CAN! i dunno where it went. gonna go kill it now. BYE!

oh after the chalet i came home and slept for 7 hours straight and watched heroes until 3am. =) totally pwned hong =))

ps. one more thing that made me wanna strangle our moniter. the rgs gals told us they paid 2 dollar each for the chalet and theirs was 3 days 2 night. while we paid 9 bucks for 2 day 1 night! wt.....

2007-10-26T02:08:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of school. but it didnt felt like it...

yesterday was a great day =) although i couldnt get below 1.5 but it still good enough for me. promote to jc with 4h2s. but now i dunno which subjects to choose. CSC MATHS compulsory. so left 2 slots. chem n econ? or chem phy =/ (provided i can get above A2 for HCl next wed)

ortus rocks! 4K '07 ROCKS!! woohoo!! even though 4k isnt the best class. even though we arent in tower block. even though sometimes our results sucked. even though sometimes we are angry with each other.even though we dun like to hand in money to felix and even though all of us are different. but i think we are the best class in ortus! maybe even the school! our class really bonded together in this 2 years with one another. ytd night was so HIGH! shout until i no voice alrdy. so now i suffer... 4k is really the most ON class ytd man. woot!

our 'class' performance was erm. haha ok bah.. but the sec4s werent that excited guess coz they watched it during batch dinner already. but nevertheless my class still cheered us on! and thx to the 2 new memebers of 4k. register 32 huihua and 33 jonneo. FINALLY. someone is behind me. lol and lameking is from our class!! hahaha pei -niyi- yong jun really owns man!

after ortus night was mass gate-climbing! hahaha damn funny... i think got around 100 plus people climbing over the gate.. really spamming. eating instant noodles at some staircase in the middle of the night really rox! damn shuang la... but theres only one thing missing.. lol

sigh. why do sec4 life have to end so fast. i barely had enough time to experience it.

oh ya our class won the model class for teamwork!! woohoo! and the prizes we got? a 6 in one whistle! damn COOL CAN! got thermometer, compass, magnifying glass, some other crap functions which i carn remember. and of course the whistle itself -.-

why do all good things come to an end

"All Good Things (Come To An End)"
by Nelly Furtado

Honestly what will become of medon't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an endcome to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an endcome to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an endcome to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

go listen to this on youtube =)

2007-10-23T22:11:00.000-07:00

i know its abit late.. but GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING Os!! actually i feel very bad.. most of my friends are still piaing and mugging hard for their Os.. but im slacking here. comfortably watching anime... seriously IP sucks.. BIG TIME

its crap lor.. people need to get L1R5 of 4 to get into hcjc.. then because of IP. msg below 3 can already... if all your subjects are 3.. L1R5 is 18 leh!! siao... i think you go pioneer already la.. thats why hwachong is going down the drain now..

most people all from hc or ny.. ULTIMATE SIANESS CAN! then those who come from other schools.. will be those who will own us upside down inside out head to toe shoulder to knee -.-

dun care!! i swear im gonna become a mugger a bloody nerd when i go jc man.. not gonna care about any other fei things already.. just concentrate on studies and cca (although i still dunno what to join)

ok after talking so much.. quite tired alrdy.. so shall get back to my 'monster" wheee its quite scary leh..

ps. almost forgot!! siao this afternoon was watching prison break season 3 at my fren house... then after 1 scene from epi 4.. my jaw dropped and mouth remained open for more than 20 secs.. ( my fren timed for me) its really OMG.... will never believe it happened.. lol the suspense is killing me

2007-10-20T13:03:00.000-07:00

wooot i 've sleeping at 430am for the past two days straight. hahaha shuang. guess what im doing... isnt it obvious.... MUGGING for chinese Os la.. -.-

ok you're quite dumb if you believed that shit. hahaha. anyway batch dinner rocks!! although 70 BUCKS is definately NOT worth it man... everybody looked so handsome that night. haha so many business man and bosses around. but thats not my style =)

all the class montages are damn cool.. especially our class one! hahaha but *ahem* its err RATED R. LOL too obscene liao! i think our dance is quite ok la.. although the stupid music screw up BIG TIME. nvm still got 1 more chance at ortus night. woohoo thx to huihua ck and jonneo! but hope got more people dance next time.. 4 people is just... too lonely.. lol

after batch dinner wanted go watch movie one. but thursday night! no late night movies =(
so we went to play pool instead.. hahaha i kena thrash by tze an coz he is JINX! siao i dunno give him how many free balls.. and any games with tze an will last 3 times as long as normal. haha

so around 130am like that decided to go home but.. REALISE THERE IS NO BUS N MRT ALREADY! omg and the stupid taxi midnight charge is 50%.. WTH ^&*(_+(*#!!@ then jingxiang told me got some night rider that goes to all the mrt stations. so they waited together with me at some busstop. BUT ALL WE SEE ARE TAXI TAXI AND MORE TAXIS. siao record was 15 taxis consecutively pass before us..

we wait n wait n wait until cannot tahan liao. until almost 3am alrdy. so i decided to go leonard's house to sleep. hahaha 5 other ppl going oso.. quite long nv go leonard house already. so i slept on the sofa (no place on the bed alrdy) at around 4 plus and woke up at 7 to go sch together with mc n leonard -while the others pon sch- for the stupid FOS....... lame right and i dun even have pe -.-

last night why i sleep at 4am again? coz i was piaing jap drama.. hahaha watched finish the whole series in one day.. YAY! ok im gonna cruncyroll-ing again liao =)

2007-10-11T23:29:00.000-07:00

screw the BSP exam man! i wanna enjoy my life right now! (at least until get back results. then its start of hell)

RESIDENT EVIL ROCKS!!! woohoooo.. Alice pwns all.. lol

2007-09-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

some songs i don't wanna listen. coz they bring back too much memories...
each and every one of the songs in my library represent a different stage and part of my life. when i listen to them its like they are telling my story all over again.

2007-09-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

feeling damn dizzy and sleepy now... just returned from kap after 7 hours of intense mugging...

but i cannot sleep yet! coz hafnt finish revising for chem!! argh.. fainting

2007-09-18T22:07:00.000-07:00

i just watched finish the last episode of hero! haha by Kimura Takuya and Matsu Takako. woot. damn nice. anyway its quite old already. haha the best thing is this bartender iniside the show. HE IS SUPER COOL. he has like everything under the sun. HAHA SUPER RANDOM GUY.

maths mock exam tomorrow.... gonna die man... and i have to read my chem notes tonight also... ARGHHHHHH!! jiayou to everyone who is mugging. MUGGING IS TOP PRIORITY NOW!!!